The decision that changed my life: 3 Years Alcohol-Free

Today marks my 3-year alcohol-free anniversary.

 Every time I see that little note on my calendar, I’m reminded of one truth:

Some decisions change everything.

For me, it all began in 2022, with one of the worst hangovers of my life.

A migraine so intense I couldn’t get out of bed.

I told myself, “I’m never drinking again.”

( Of course, a typical sentence after a hangover) 

But this time, it wasn’t just a throwaway promise to myself. It was different.

I felt a deep anger rising,  at life, at my decisions, at the way I was living. 

 • My body felt heavy,

 • My spirit was unsettled.

 • Everything inside me was on edge.

And as I lay there in bed that day, I realized… this wasn’t the first time I’d felt this way.

In fact, I have been living like this for years.

Most of my university years were a blur:

 • Drinking after classes.

 • Drinking between classes.

 • All-nighters, then walking straight into lectures without a minute of sleep.

It was the classic Finance student lifestyle:  lots of talking, trying to sound smart, but mostly numbing ourselves.

 The first half of my twenties? Completely wasted

Not just from alcohol… from living in patterns that kept me small.

Back then, I didn’t realize how much it was affecting me. But in 2022, when I couldn’t wake up to work on my business, something was different.

I told myself:

 • I’m no longer a student.

 • I have responsibilities now.

 • If my body stays in this state, I will never build the life I want.

That was the turning point.

The Test ( Or The Confirmation) 

A month or two later, I was at an old friend’s birthday party.

A beer sat in front of me. I took one sip, and it tasted awful. 

I couldn’t even finish half the glass.

I knew in that moment: This wasn’t just MY choice anymore

It was my body rejecting it, almost like I was allergic to it.

The worst, I saw the look in their eyes, judgment, confusion, the smirk, the jokes, ‘ Oh you’re not into drinking now..'

 From that moment forward, I knew I wasn’t just quitting alcohol.

 • I was choosing a different life.

 • I was choosing a different environment.

 • I was choosing a different timeline and a reality.

The Transformation

A few months later, I made a bold decision: I quit the eCommerce business and went all-in on my spirituality and philosophy of life.

Now, of course, I’m not saying I’ve become some all-light, no-bad-habits person since that day.

I’m still human. I still have moments where I slip into bad habits.

But since that decision, my whole life shifted: 

 • I realized how much my mind was foggy.

 • How much my body had lower energy, that's why I was in hustle mode only.

 • I became conscious of how much the environment I was choosing could make me not see my true worth.

 So, in 2023, I founded ConsciousMindVision.

I was committed to sharing wisdom, expanding consciousness, and mostly being free to share my truth. 

And here’s where that choice has led me:

 • Today, my words inspire 10+ million people per month.

I’ve built a community of half a million followers.

 • This year alone, I’ve launched 3 courses and 1 agency,  one every quarter, while also updating and expanding them.

A lot of people think that once you “make the money,” life becomes perfect,  no problems, no struggles. But in my ‘not a millionaire yet ’ opinion, an increased sense of energy doesn't come without its own problems. 

 Now I'm not a 7-figure entrepreneur yet, and that's okay. 

As a 6/2 in Human Design and a Capricorn stellium, I know my bloom is meant for my 30s (or at least once Daddy Saturn finishes its return in early 2026).

That in mind, I see this time as my season to learn, to seek, and to collect wisdom… and wisdom rarely comes without:

 • Heartbreaks.

 • Successful projects.

 • Trials and tribulations.

 • Failures that teach you more than success ever could.

See you next week. 

Ons